I need more.............

Good day everyone!

I'm in a good mood today as I had a very good sleep last night. Maybe I was too tired with the moving houses process. But it was very easy to sleep last night. Put my head on the pillow and zzzzzzzzz.

Woke up very early this morning. I was wondering where I was, after a while I realised I was at the new house. Need to familiar myself with the new surroundings. The sound of cars passing by in the morning, the sound of kuali of neighbours behind my house preparing for breakfast. I love the sound of the morning birds, at least I still have that to cheer me up early morning.

The new house is cool and cozy. Got my key last Tuesday, had send some things there. Need to sweep and mop tonight and then bring the rest of the things. I need to move the big things this Sunday. I have :

1 queen bed
1 single bed
4 wardrobe
3 cabinets
4 small book rack
1 dining table
1 set of kerusi rotan
2 standing fan
1 shoe rack
1 fridge
1 washing machine
1 stove
1 big plate rack
1 big tv
2 coffee table
2 side trolleys
1 tv rack
1 big carpet
and my whole set of pinggan mangkuk and periuk belanga
(tapi masak nya tidak!!!)

Hmm.... must get a big lorry! I got to know last night that I have 75 pieces of all kinds of tudung (scarf, tudung bawal, selendang, and so on. Kaler biru aja aku ada 8 different type of blue!) hmm.......

To my adik (please heret emma too) and kakteh, kindly make yourself available this Saturday and help me.

To my tukang cuci kipas, hari ahad jangan ngelat! You can clean your house tonight, but Sunday must lap all the kipas and tingkap, no excuse. I'll get the tangga for you. :p

What I need for the new house?
1 set of new sofa. The kerusi rotan shall be passed to who???
1 new tilam as I'm currently using the provided mattress by my tuan rumah. And I'm leaving the other old mattress.
New curtains.
New big carpet (lantai rumah ni sejuk la)
New small carpet for upstairs
Plastic containers to keep stuff of new tuan rumah that she left behind so I can stack them at the attic.
New plants/flowers for the front area outside. Can have my own mini garden, if rajin!

Both bosses and anak boss are outstation at the moment. So aku boleh multi-skipping hari ni and besok. Hehehe. But today ada banyak benda nak settle, chairman left me with lots of documents for me to go through while he is away. Kalau tinggalkan duit kan bagus, still not enough for next Monday's bsp.

Oh, lagi satu, this morning, as I was about to go to work, my darling neighbour, Madam Sarah Azreen bukak pintu and said : Da, meh la breakfast dulu!

Oh, heaven nya untuk orang bujang macam aku! :)

I need!!!!

I desperately need/want/must get a GPS!!!!

Hari sabtu sesat kat sri gombak, ahad pagi sesat kat ampang, semalam pagi sesat kat PJ!

Nak GPS yang ada sexy husky male voice. Ada ke????? Kalau suara macam tu, dia cakap 100 kali suruh "where ever possible, please make a u-turn" pun I tak kesah!

Who knows where I can get it, please let me know.

Nak masuk meeting!

Letter To Aunty Dah....

Aunty Dah is my mother's youngest sister. Being the youngest, she is the coolest Aunty among all. My other auties are cool too when they are not letering, hehehehe. But Aunty Dah is the most easygoing. I would like to say to her :

Dear Aunty Dah,

Thanks for having us last Saturday night at the very last minute.

Thanks for taking care of Opah on Saturday and still look out for my dad while mama & me was out to shop.

Thanks for fixing us dinner at 12midnight. I know you were tired and I should have continued washing the dishes. But I know too that it was your sink, your teritory, hehehehe.

Thanks for prepaparing breakfast for mom and dad.

Thanks for fixing opah's room for me to sleep comfortably.

Thanks for allowing me to put all my frozen stuff in the freezer. Will take it once I'm done moving to the new house.

Thanks for allowing me to park the car and keeping an eye for me. Will take it out by this weekend once the owner is back in KL.

Thanks for the delicious dinner on Friday night. What more can I say? Yummy and delicious as always. It was worth waiting for chik to comeback and had dinner all 3 of us.... although airliur dah meleleh tengok itu ikan bilis and udang and perut dah nyanyi lagu lapar.

Thanks for giving me the space to place the cookies. You can have the cheesecake all to yourself. Kalau Epi datang, bagi cookies aja, cheesecake dia dah rembat kat rumah aunty yot.

Thanks for taking care of my mom at Aunty Namah's house last Sunday night and send her back home to nenek's house.

I can't wait for your masak toucu. Please let me know once it is ready! Hehehehe.

Don't worry, I'll take care of you in your older days, whether or not I have a family of my own. You have been like a mom to me all these while. Please take care of your health ok? If I don't show you that much of appreciation before this, I am truly sorry. I'll see you soon.

Penat

Oh, otak aku penat sungguh hari ni. Sampai pukul 5pm tadi baru lega as managed to sort out BSP. Fuhhh...... risau jugak tadi. Last minute one of the bank called to inform us ada problem la pulak. Tadi pagi cakap okay, lagi 30minutes bank nak tutup baru cakap tak okay. Siot aja. Nasib baik chairman masuk office hari ni, baru dia tau betapa seksanya kerja aku.

How I wish I'm at home, can watch TV! Dah 3 days tak tengok tv, hmm..........

I had a very tiring weekend. Had to attend to mom! Nasib baik adik datang semalam, kalau tak, memang nak kena sekeh adik sorang tu. But lega rasa most of things we managed to get through out the weekend, despite the hindraft riot yesterday. I almost got stuck at Ampang Point yesterday morning. I was having breakfast with my cousin, while makan, we realised there were many Indians in that area. I noted on my way to pick up my cousin, the Hindu temple near the elevated highway exit was full of people, but that is a normal scenario for Sunday morning as they were having their prayers. But after realised that we should make our move, after sending back Amy, than only I noted there were at least 6 buses at the temple. I guess they just arrived from Batu Cave and was trying to enter Jalan Ampang. By that time, there were many policemen, FRU trucks, the indians were already lining up trying to rempuh the line set up by the FRUs.

I had no choice but to reverse and take the other way as the road heading to my house was blocked. Went into Jalan Ampang, took the elevated from Ampang. There were already many Indians walking up the elevated trying to go to city. Took the Tun Razak exit, bulatan Pahang and head to Gombak. After 30minutes, I am safe at grandma's house.

2 major riot in 2 weeks time? After this, who's next? Hmm...

I did go to Jalan Tuanku Abdul Rahman with mama, adik & emma at 5pm. By that time, the road was cleared and no traffic at all.

Ala, otak dah penat la... nak balik. Besok aah sambung!

Perempuan, Isteri & Jambu

I went to watch a play last night at The Annexe, Central Market. The Annexe used to be a cinema but now it is a gallery cum studio cum theatre. I went with my sister, Amila or also known in this blog as kakteh. We were having our sisterhood bonding last night. (My father, ayong and adik must be smilling reading this.... yes, we had dinner, talk, watch the play together, hehehehe.) We had fun.

Last night was a solo session performance. It has 2 short plays. The first, titled as Perempuan, Isteri & Jambu, is about a colleage student who has to write a paper on race and gender based on Malaysian movies of the '80s and '90s. It was a one woman, one actor play. The subject was a serious one touching on race, gender, pollitical issues, unity of us Malaysians. The second, How Did the Cat Get So Fat?, is a story of a young girl having a dream and travelled around Singapore and met different people with different point of view on multi-cultural nation. The second play is more funny and witty, but the issue they touched is the same.

I do not wish to elaborate more on that topic. Not today. Too heavy for me on a Friday.

Okay, have to stop now. Need to focus on work now.

Kakteh : Thanks. Start working on your F language. See you soon. Ofo Kefe?

OM - Thai Restaurant

Kat mana kedai ni?
Jalan Setapak. The middle part of it. The same row with Kenny Rogers, near apartment/flat tepi jalan. From KL will be on your left, if you are from MRR2, Danau Kota, Wangsa Maju, it should be on you right.

Apa diorang serve?
Segala benda masakan Thai. Segala resipi masakan Thai ada kat sini. Boleh pesan for kurang pedas, kurang masin. The mushroom has 10 different type of cooking. Air dia lebih 30 jenis to choose. Masak tomyam pun banyak style aku tengok dalam menu tu.

Price?
Ada yang cheap, ada yang mahal. Tapi hari tu aku order punya banyak makan untuk 5 orang, bayar RM26. Air dah la gelas besar. Kira ni kalau hari-hari makan pun takpe. Hehehehe. But price okay.

Taste of food?
Yummy!

The place?
Restaurant biasa aja. Tak cikai, tak glamer

Parking?
Ini problem. Very limited. I suggest korang parking kat open space near KFC before the entrance to Kenny Rogers. Tak jauh, jalan 2 minint dah sampai.

Okay, nak buat kerja. Baru masuk. Tadi pergi GH, amik ubat. Yeay, ubat free!!!!

Letter to dad

I got this from my friend Irma. I wished I had done this to my dad upon asking him to sign my report card those days. In my previous post, I did mention that signing report card is like sending internal memo in the house. As dad was a very busy man, I usually left the report card on his dressing table with a very long memo explaining reasons why I got D for Maths and scored the rest. And he will reply back with a very short note : Usaha lagi! Sometimes if my letter is too pathetic, he will reply, don't worry, you are still my daughter, usaha tangga kejayaan. Bila terkenang balik, hmm.... made me smile.

Must read till the end…

A father passing by his teenage daughter's bedroom was astonished tosee the bed was nicely made and everything was neat and tidy. Then he sawan envelope propped up prominently on the centre of the pillow. It wasaddressed "Dad". With the worst premonition, he opened the envelopeand read the letter with trembling hands.......

Dear Dad,

It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you, but I'mleaving home. I had to elope with my new boyfriend Randy because I wanted toavoid a scene with Mom and you. I've been finding real happiness with Randyand he is so nice to me. I know when you meet him you'll like him too -even with all his piercing, tattoos, and motorcycle clothes. But it's not onlythe this happiness Dad, I'm pregnant and Randy said that he wants me tohave the kid and that we can be very happy together. Even though Randy ismuch older than me (anyway, 42 isn't so old these days, is it?), and has nomoney, really these things shouldn't stand in the way of our relationship,don't you agree?

Randy has a great CD collection; he already owns a trailer in thewoods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. It's true he has othergirlfriends as well but I know he'll be faithful to me in his ownway.

He wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of mydreams too.Randy taught me that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone and he'llbe growing it for us and we'll trade it with our friends for all thecocaine we want. In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a curefor AIDS so Randy can get better; he sure deserves it!!

Don't worry Dad, I'm 15 years old now and I know how to take care ofmyself. Someday I'm sure we'll be back to visit so you can get toknow your grandchildren.

Your loving daughter,Rosie.

At the bottom of the page were the letters "PTO". Hands stilltrembling, and slight pain in the chest her father turned the sheet, and read:

PS: Dad, none of the above is true. I'm over at the neighbour'shouse. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than myreport card that's in my desk center drawer. Please sign it and callwhen it is safe for me to come home. I love you!

To my father : Thank you babah for your love, kindness and all the things you thought me in life (the hard & easy way). I know I am being rebel at a very wrong age, but I'll come back to the basics soon. You always thought me that, just need a bit more time, but I'll be fine.

The Rocks!

Rindu betul nak makan benda ni. My darling Eddy Toh takde, he is on 2 weeks break. He is in Kashmir now, ikut my boss and his teacher bercuti kat sana. So, takde sape nak pegi The Loaf at Pavillon beli my rocks this whole week. Hmmm..... :(

Suicide at 12???

Read the news about a girl who committed suicide for not getting her expected results for UPSR. Hmm..... I feel sorry for the girl and her family.

She is only 12, have not lived to the fullest yet, so many things to go through in life. UPSR is important, but not getting As does not mean it is end of the world.

I know some parents are really pushing too hard on their children's studies even at a very young age. Hey, they are just kids. Yes, you need to dicipline them while they are still young, but please don't be so hard on them. Mama used to push us in our studies, but at a moderate amount. She encourage us, showed us the benefits of having good education and not just to settle down for cukup makan results. But if we failed, she never scolded us really bad, always remind us to try harder next time. It is not the end of the world yet. We had to dicipline ourselves with our timetable. Ada masa makan, tengok tv, main, and study and lepak!

I remembered when I got my UPSR results. I was so frustrated to get B for my maths. I was very confident to get A. And I remembered crying so hard, but mama made me realised that day that I'm just a kid. There will always be more exams to show that I'm good in Maths. When I was in my final year in Beseri, Mama had always sent letters reminding me not to be too active in my debate society. I was travelling here and there for debate competition, but one thing good about MRSM, I got personal tutions from my teachers. She still did the same thing when I was in Canberra. Hantar surat/poslaju. Ingat kan apa, rupanya reminder suruh study, jangan nak main-main kat oversea. Hehehehe.

Nowadays, competition is very tight even in primary school. My nephew had to settle for number 4 in class last year as his name starts from H (Hariz). No. 1-4 achieved the same mark. Hmmm.... Being single, that is one thing I don't have to worry (yet to worry) about children education. But I can always voice my concerns to my nephew and nieces. Between my siblings, I envy ayong for his brain, I envy kakteh for her hardwork. She really proved herself and her family that she is like the rest of us, slow and steady. Adik, hmm... he is the rajin one. Always consistence. Me??? the last minute one. Hehehehehe.

But something need to be done to our education syllabus. Banyak hampeh la. Okay la, have to stop now. Nak balik.

Network down

Hari ni masuk office, discovered network card aku dah burnt. And somebody used my pc on Saturday (my offday) and did not shut down properly. Satu office tak boleh buat kerja. So my colleague fixed others first as they need to issue tickets and do hotel bookings. Mine was the last to be fixed. Itu pun dia buat apa entah guna line temporary. (Which I'm not going to explain as I'm not sure what it is all about, and I don't bother, janji computer aku boleh on, and boleh pakai buat kerja)

First thing I did was to kira duit, of course. Hey, I'm paid to calculate money in this office. Hehehe. I wish I have that kind of money. Then I checked my emails la, apa lagi. Tu dia.... berduyun-duyun masuk. I've replied the necessary, the balance will check tomorrow. Reading & replying email can be cumbersome betul. So much of bringing in my gadgets today to upload pix. I'll do it towards end of the week then. The next few days will be busy. (Aida : bila nyer tak busy??? Hmm...)

Oh, few of my readers hantar email tanya apa address to my other blogsites. Hehehehe. This is my one and only blog, I have no other. Nak maintain ni pun liat, and tak reti, you think I have time to maintain other blogsites? The other blogsites that I wrote in my previous posting is refering to my friends' blogs/personal website that I read daily. I have quite a number of sites that I go through each day (you guys know who you are) and actively commenting this and that. Hehehehehe. I know some of you had questioned me why I did not link their blogs to mine like they link my blog to theirs. Bukan nya tak sayang korang, tapi nanti bapak panjang la itu listing. I tend to keep it simple and minimal. Better off that way. Nanti apa I comment kat other blogs pun karang tak pasal-pasal tukang kepoh aku nak kutuk. Hehehehe.

And some people also asked me why no more juicy drama? Hehehe, that one I tend to keep to myself. Better that way kan? Tak hurt sape-sape. Nanti karang aku kena kutuk lagi kat blog orang tak pasal-pasal, padahal tak buat salah apa pun. So biar lah. I am happy with my life now, with/without a man, getting/not getting my pc to marry me, ended up with the correct/wrong guy, hey, itu cerita saya. I know tukang kepoh will definately be bored. Please get some other blog to gossip about eh? But, if terhappen aku terletak juicy details kat sini, itu aku punya suka lah. Aku punya blog. Hehehehe.

Okay-okay, now nak sambung buat kerja. Need one hour to siapkan one very important work thing. Chow, besok I update some pix and cool things I've done over the weekend.

ps :
To my cousin Amy and Ma'in : Sorry tak sempat nak drop by over the weekend. Someone decided to come back home to KL without planning and disturbed all my plan. Shopping kasut pun tak sempat.

To my friend yang still dengki no link to his blog : Eh, aku top commentator kat blog abang aku pun dia takde la nak link kan my blog to his. Tapi blog link dia punya la panjang!

To my darling ayong : Sorry huh, hari ni kutuk/kata ayong kat banyak blog. Jangan marah, kakngah sayang ayong. Muahs.........

Ta.

BSP dah okay

Yeay, finally I dah boleh nak balik. Punya la happy! Okay, bsp hari Isnin ni RM930k. Tinggal lagi RM100k nak cari. Tadi received email, one client dah tt RM70k to our account. Hopefully petang besok dah clear. So can use Monday morning to do RENTAS transaction. Lagi RM30k tadi one of my sales person cakap client dia transfer besok, do my problem is settle! Yeay! Just need to make sure all these transaction go through. If not, aku kena suruh big boss advance dulu la. Nanti duit clear bayar la dia balik.

Pas ni nak balik, nak mandi, nak sambung kemas apa yang patut. Nanti after next weekend or whenever the new house is clear, I need to hantar barang sikit-sikit after office hour. Then need to select one weekend and angkat all my furniture. For a single lady, I do have a lot of things! Hmm.... My pinggan mangkuk, my periuk belanga, all the complete set to cater 100 people anytime. Ni pengaruh mama la ni. Dah biasa kut. Tapi sejak duduk apartment ni kurang rajin la buat makan-makan. I think because of small space kut. Ni nak pindah rumah 2 tingkat setengah ni tak tau la macam mana. Rajin ka kemas nanti? Hmmm..... Dulu, I minah clean freak!!! But now I minah malas kemas rumah. Huh, aida........ you turned into a worst lady!

Okay, nak balik. Weekend ni I nak shopping! Nak beli kasut baru. And some other stuff too for the new house. Tapi cannot over spend. Last week dah sakan shopping untuk rumah baru. Now I need to beli langsir!

I will not continue my ngomel about aborting English language for Maths and Science. I dah habis sakan give all my thoughts to my other blogsites. Penat la nak type 2 kali. Nak cut & copy paste pun aku malas! Hehehe.

Until tomorrow....

bp level

Hehehe, hari ni masuk office, check email, semua orang tanya : So, how's bp level last night? ada okay? Hehehehe

I did not check my bp last night, did not meet my aunty last night. Left office early yesterday, arrived home at 6pm and went straight to bed. Kepala pusing gila. Tersedar at almost nine, makan (perut lapar!!) and went straight to bed until this morning. I had a very good sleep. Bangun pagi ni rasa lega gila. A good sleep is something that is very rare for me. So I feel great this morning.

Masuk office? hmmm... same old story. Hehehe. Takpe, kerja ja la macam biasa. Macam tak reti nak solve semua problem tu. Hahahaha.

Okay. Semalam kata nak ngomel. Ni nak komplen pasal abolish duit satu sen. I have a big box of duit satu sen. Apa nak buat dengan duit tu? Already I'm using 5 cents for my toll every morning. I think ada dekat RM69 duit satu sen tu. Kena hantar bank la macam ni, karang duit tak laku bazir aja. Tapi bagus jugak diorang demolish duit satu sen tu. Aku setuju sangat-sangat. Demolish maths & science dalam english, kureng sket. I still think it is not good to teach the whole subject in english, but I still don't think it is not good to abort the whole program. Probably buat untuk form 3- form 5 students. At least students have 7 years to brush up their english. Memang susah, tapi kena fikir jugak cara nya. Kalau study excel, tapi English out, camne nak study oversea? Study kat local uni pun perlu brush up in English. Books kan banyak yang pakai dalam english kan? Nanti nak kerja, nak interview, semua in English. How?

My alumni tengah ngomel dalam group email cakap should abolish sebab susah untuk sekolah-sekolah di luar bandar nak pick-up as English is not their native language. My friend Daniel, an english teacher in one of the leading school in PJ, is having problem teaching the so-called bandar boys to pronounce simple word in English.

Okay-okay, aku punya english macam la berabuk. Tulis pun rojak (eh, tapi ni blog aku, aku punya suka lah) Time kerja tak boleh la, kena buat betul-betul, hehehe. Tapi I think mesti ada kesedaran di kalangan semua yang bahasa inggeris ni perlu. Some parents habisan duit hantar anak tusyen, tapi anak tak reti-reti jugak. To me, you need to practise! My parents ada hari kena cakap english! Sape cakap melayu or bahasa lain, kena denda 10sen (zaman kanak-kanak saya, 10sen tu banyak besar). And wajib baca English paper. Tak hilang keimanan kita kalau cakap English.

Aiseh, got to go, ada meeting. Jap lagi sambung ngomel. Belum habis tau!

Hari ni masuk-masuk office, punya la banyak payment nak kena approve. Diorang ni tau duit keluar aja, duit masuk nya tak reti-reti nak bother. Kejap lagi ada la sales people yang nak kena leter ngan aku hari ni.

Hmm...

Don't worry, I am fine okay. Despite bogged down with work, I am still alright. Jangan malam ni nak pegi klinik check BP dia naik sudah la. I need to see my aunt on other matters, alang-alang jumpa kat klinik, will check my BP. Kalau naik, besok sure doink la! Hehehe.

This week punya BSP is still same issue, last night due to heavy rain I stayed back and discussed with my sales team on their collection. They are aware of the huge amount piling up. Although they have green light from big boss, but I have to alert them that when we have not enough money to pay, big boss will still fire them..... and me too. Although so far I have managed to kawtim bsp every single week, of course with their help, but I need them to be more effective and not to slack in their collection process. If everything goes smooth, semua orang kurang stress, better environment to work in this office. They will enjoy the benefit too (okay, okay, aku tipu, more on my benefit. Hehehehe)

Got IATA love letter about BG. As expected, BG to increase. RM275k nak cari by 15th December 2007. Now My BG is RM1.3 million. I only wish this BG ruling tak exist so we can enjoy that money and pusing balik our modal. Hmmm.....

Kerja keras lagi la this week. Nasib baik weekend ni off, tak payah kerja. Yeay.

Oh, lupa cakap. My new niece, Sofea (or I shall call her Piah??? hmm.... will do that when she is bigger and start to be naughty and mengada) is now in Taiping. Her kepala dah cukur botak. Ayong hantar kaklin balik Taiping and go through the pantang process at her mother's house. To my dear kaklin, patience my dear, patience. Lagi 25 days to go, hardly 3 weeks okay. Then I will see you at adik's wedding okay? Nanti when you are back in KL, I'll take the elder kids for shopping and movie ok? Last sunday I went to watch BEE the movie kat cinemaleisure. A very funny one. Suits for kids and adults too. Although the issue sungguh tak masuk akal, hey, it is a animation movie, what you expect? I need to go shopping with darling Nurin soon. Dia nak kasut princess. She said " nak kasut princess yang betul-betul punya, tak nak yang tipu-tipu punya tau!" hmm..... mana aku nak cari????

Okay, stop bebel now. Nanti petang sambung. Ada benda nak ku kondem dalam blog ni! Tapi kejap lagi la, now nak buat kerja.

doink today!

I had a fantastic JLH weekend! Am not going to blog about it, later lah. But feeling a bit doink today.

I have about 3 hours and 45 minutes to make sure I settle BSP. Sangkut la this week, tapi I have my back-up plan, just need to make sure back-up plan ni works. If it works, then lepas ni kena pegi 2 bank la jawabnya. And I'm tempang walking today, due to aktiviti kurang sehat last Friday night (buat jahat lagi, kan dapat balasan straight!). Ingat dah okay sebab semalam okay aja pergi sana sini, pukul 11pm baru nak ingat rumah. Pagi ni tengok blue black balik kat my peha. Tak la sakit sangat, tapi tak leh jalan straight, rasa perit sangat, so jalan la tempang. Dah la badan ni berat. Hmm... Ms Tempang for the week then.

Okay, later, nak pegi settle big money punya hal with big boss!

ps : My cousin Amy who is now in far-far away land, apa cerita? Okay tak? Email and update please! You missed yummy food at kaklong house on Sunday!

Have a good weekend everyone! I know I will. :)

Jangan over makan!

Nanti next week la update ya, hari ni sibuk, tak cukup kaki & tangan kat office ni.

Take care everyone.

Besok Cuti, yeay!

Tomorrow is a public holiday here in KL. Yeay!

One day only, cukup la. Nak sleep-in and bermalas-malasan di atas katil for a while. Nothing much planned for tomorrow. I have 1 open house which is compulsory to go, at Putrajaya, deliver cookies (sarah, iza, adam & shaz : you have to wait for 2nd batch next week ok? I'll deliver as soon as I get it from mom. Wahir : you, lagi kena wait, jauh la! hehehehe)

Oh, baru teringat, need to clean the house. Ada orang complaint rumah very dusty. Takpe, can do that sap-sap-sui tomorrow morning. What else to do? Oh, start packing things to move to new house, finish-up list of things to remind mama for adik's wedding, meet mama's friend to see contoh for bunga pahar, upload russia pix yang beratus tu dalam flicker (my picasa web tak leh bukak dah nak edit, not sure why, need to ask teacher to fix it!), ambik kunci rumah at nenek's house (am using spare key at the moment), singgah klinik nak kena check bp, visit Sofea if possible, aisey, teringat, need to visit my friend kat sjmc (kawan sakit breast cancer, baru lepas operate semalam), drop-by kampung baru to visit Makcik Minah and deliver her raya goodies (terperap atas my oven tu!!!).

Hmm.... so much about bermalas-malasan besok? Hehehehe. Tengok mood nanti macam mana. But bermalas-malasan will still be my priority!

Ramai comment ape hal terlebih posting gambar? Hahaha, aku excited terlebih la finally can get hold of this thing. Selalu kan bengap! Tu yang lepas dah faham, segala gambar aku upload. Macam kasi lepas gian ja, hahahaha. Tu pun ada bersepah lagi gambar trips yang dulu-dulu, tapi nanti la. Banyak sangat, tak larat. All pix are taken by my Nikkon Coolpix digital camera. Except for kakteh's engagement, that is taken by my favourite photographer, Encik Zainul Firdaus. I love his candid pictures. Dah book him for my brother's wedding nanti.

Kejap lagi nak pergi the loaf kat pavillion. Mahu makan itu rocks. Ever since I tasted it last Thursday, huhu, gian sungguh. Everyday my sayang Eddy Toh will singgah and buy it for me while he is out doing tickets delivery around that area. Dah seriously addictive! Cannot tahan! Macam compulsory ganja intake for the day. (Hmm, is that causing my high bp now? It was 140/90 last Monday.... nah... work pressure, really stressed-out that day!)

I dah baik demam, but I am still coughing. This is bad, really bad. I hope it will go away soon, am tired of coughing. Nasib baik malam boleh tido lena. Oh, my parents was around last week. Ma&ba loved the bantal! So I have to buy new ones for them. I gave excuse I need good sleep at nights, no way they can take away the bantal now. Hmm... need to go to IKEA soon. And KLCC to for the bolster. Itu pun nak kena kebas jugak. Aiyak!

kakteh's engagement pictures

Me and kakteh. We fight macam anjing and kucing. But somewhere deep down in our hearts, we love each other so much.

This is kakteh, my sister, my only sister. Kecik-kecik dulu I selalu kidnap botol susu dia and kasi habis. Sebab dia tak suka sangat minum susu, minum siket aja. The rest masuk perut I. That is why I besar! hehehehe.

Babah, kakteh, mama and the hantaran from us.

My siblings. Emma, kakteh, adik, kaklin, ayong, and me.

Cousins and aunty Dah. From left : kak intan, amy, kakteh, amily, myself, kaklong shila, and aunty Dah in blue.

Tak tau la apa 3 beradik ni kelakar sangat gelak-gelak ni. Dah tak ingat. Ni time kaklin still pregnant. Now baby dah keluar. Sebelah tu, Emma, bakal adik ipar yang kuat menyakat saya!

My father's siblings : Babah (eldest), Makngah (second), Anjang (fourth), Busu(youngest), Maklang -in pink (third), kakteh (my sister), and Ateh (fifth)

The meminang process. Seen here in pix from left : busu, babah, uncle yusuf, paklong, tokcu (jurucakap for our family), epi and the groom's family. Epi ni bagus betul, selalu jadi vvip time meminang orang, hehehe. Hari tu time adik's engagement kat Simpang Pulai, dia sampai lewat, time baru lepas meminang and nak makan, mentang-mentang pakai segak baju melayu, terus mama hantar dia duduk vvip table. Kita semua kena duduk khemah biasa ja, kan kaklong? Tak aci sungguh! Hehehe

Babah showing to uncle yusuf and paklong the cincin.

The pelamin! Bertunang pun dah ada pelamin ini macam, kawin punya macam mana la tu?

Time ni gelak besar sebab ayong and adik dok buat lawak bodoh (diorang jeles sebab takleh masuk dalam gambar ni atas arahan photographer)

Babah (the eldest) with Busu (the youngest). Ni kalau letak my elder brother, ayong, with them, sure dapat kembar 3 tapi 3 generasi berbeza. Babah & busu share the same birthdate! Perangai pun sama. Tapi busu cool siket, dia masih muda, babah tu serious memanjang! Tapi anak2 semua manja dengan dia, cucu? itu kes terlebih manja!

Kakteh posing kat luar rumah nenek. My opah tengok gambar ni cakap macam heroin hindustan!

Kakteh with Hariz Danial and Nurin Arisya.

I tengah doa. Tapi dalam otak tu ligat fikir macam-macam.

Mama & me!

Azrin & kakteh.

Sarah, Sophia, Kakteh, Nadine, Yana, Dahlia. These girls kalau suruh posing, hmm.....

Kakteh! Senyum meleret habis dia hari tu.

Carrot cake yang mama made sure kitorang order and ambik. This cake is very delicious. Tapi kedai nak pegi tu seksa nya nak parking. Nowadays, kitorang order and bila nak ambik, telefon aja, nanti dia deliver to your car.

One of the hantaran, icing cake. Ni nani yang bagi. Semua orang bertunang, mesti dia bagi.

Nani, myself, Farah, and kaklong shila. Nani is our toksu's daughter. She took care of me, ayong, and kakteh when we were at Taiping. Dah besar-besar ni pun kitorang masih manja dengan dia.

My mother's younger sister, Aunty Yot tengah khusyuk berdoa.

My younger brother, Azril (or adik to us), Epi (kaklong shila's husband), Bang Pol (my cousin). Adik muka benggali version gelap, bangpol version cerah!. Hehehe.

This is my soon to be sister in-law, Emma. My younger brother's fiance.

Kak Intan, Yana, Aunty Comel, Kakteh, Majlong, Aunty Yot and Nadira having a close look at the hantaran. Nadira is in Moscow, Russia now. This time balik teruk dia kena kerah by her mom (aunty Yot) to help around with my cousin (bangteh) and my sister's engagement. Thanks a lot adik. These are my cousin, Shah who is now working in Japan, and Amily who just returned home (for good) from UK.

The rest of the pix, kindly click here. Ada 500 pictures to browse.

I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..

That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like an angel, heavens not the thing for you,
But I'm afraid

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologizes, it's too late

I'm holding your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...

note : You had me. We walked the lane together, through out the lowest and highest point, but you blew it, not me (every single time). People put the blame on me, that is so not fair. But people also say I'm the forgiving type, pemaaf, but my heart dah jadi batu, you made me become a hati batu. Now I dah jadi hati batu, you said you are sorry and regret for all that has been said and done and now only you want to mend things, heal my heartache.................

how could you?