Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Hmmm... hari ni dapat berita sungguh tak best.

I tau la ramai yang baca blog ni. My family, my friends, my siblings, my aunties & uncles, my cousins, my dad, my enemies, friends of my friends, enemy of my friends, family of my friends, my boyfriend's boss, people that I tak kenal, or whoever yang ada link my blog and their readers click and read. Korang dapat entertainment drama minggu ini free kan from my blog? kan? kan? kan?

Baca je la, tak yah la jadikan blog ni sebagai penentuan kehidupan saya. Apa jadi to me bukan korang yang nak tanggung hidup saya. Selama ni susah-senang, happy-sedih, gemuk-kurus (eh, tak pernah kurus!!), cantik-hodoh, kaya-miskin, drama-bored, ini life saya. Kalau rasa pity kan diri ini, rasa ja la, tak yah la nak gossip kepoh satu dunia. Kalau rasa nak tumpang bahagia, tak yah la leter macam mana I should lead my life. You can advise me, but it is my life, I yang ambil my own decision and I am responsible of my ownself.

Ye, saya senang dibuli, saya senang mengalah, saya ni cembeng, cepat nangis. Tapi korang tak tau, kelemahan tu la kekuatan saya.

So, jangan under estimate kelemahan/crybaby/kesabaran saya. Nasib baik bulan puasa, kena banyak2 sabar ni. Tak marah, sebak ja siket, sedih sebab ramai jugak yang dengki with me. I am just an ordinary girl who is not preety trying to have her own happy life. And am very happy with it at the moment.

To those who have backed me up all this while, if I lupa nak cakap thank you, well, thanks a lot for sharing your thoughts & for having some space in your thoughts and in your heart for me. I appreciate that.

Take care people.

p/s: Sure ni ramai tanya awat la minah ni drama hari ni kan? Hahahahaha. Tanya ja la personally, I will share you my story, but not in this blog!

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Macam-macam

Hello people!

I tau, I tau, hangpa semua rindu kat cek. Sorry la, cek busy. Macam2 jadi past one month, ada yang gumbira, ada yang merana. Tapi tu semua cek nak letak tepi, now nak concerntrate bulan Ramadhan and nak sambut lebaran nanti. Korang pun satu, aku tak update, hp number and email kan ada? Tanya la apa patut. Kalau I bersedih hati kan satu dunia tau. Ni tak posting apa2 pun maksudnya tengah gumbira la dengan kehidupan sekarang. Baru satu hari semalam off korang ingat aku bawak diri pulak. Ntah apa2 ntah. Hahahaha. So to all my friends who takes this blog to keep track on me, just to let you people know that I am fine, healthy. Just busy with work, and tak sempat nak update, tu aja. Besides that, I am fine.

Okay, now I will do my story. Korang baca la kalau larat.

Matta Fair : Dah habis. 3 days kerja sakan 7-9 September. Yeay! Lagi 6 bulan rest then back to nightmare. Thank God sales not bad considering it is September punya travel fair. We met our target, dapat untung, now tengah tunggu boss declare nak bagi bape banyak bonus. Hehehe. Our booth location not good, tapi banyak previous buyer carik kitorang sampai dapat. Bagus dapat loyal customer macam tu. I was at PWTC on Friday & Saturday, on Sunday kat office siapkan Exchange orders nak hantar to EK on Monday. Naik juling jugak mata and sakit tangan menaip punya banyak ticket & destination. Lega tak payah buat invoice. Kesian Helina kena mengadap buat invoice for me as I got strict instruction to be off Matta once office resume on Monday. Hehehe. Takpe, nanti I belanja dia makan after raya. This time ticketing supervisor ada so I let her to check on datelines. I only worry about money going in-out aja.

BSP : These past one month and next two weeks asyik kena bayar paling murah 600k, paling mahal 900k. Penat la carik duit! Lega jugak debtors tengah nak membayar. Paling best semalam dapat tau ada old corporate client since 2004 nak bayar around RM150k yang dah outstanding punya lama tu. Rajin follow up, mulut manis, and they have payment coming-in, so diorang tunggu end of this week to settle off semua. Pass 3 years they paid RM1k- RM5k per month ikut kemampuan. Jadi la, dari akaun tu outstanding stagnant tak berubah. Tu kena belanja my sales people pulak (boss will belanja) as they got the deal for us.

Work : Like hell! Dok jadi receptionist last whole 3 weeks. Punya banyak phone coming-in. I know front-counter tersangat busy, so jadi la tukang angkat telefon. And banyak seat-in jadi cashier sebab dia asyik sakit ja. Now she is back and healthy, I can concerntrate with my work. Ada lagi kat office ni yang mendengki. Ni silap HR la. Pegi disclose allowance, incentive kitorang dapat. Dah ada yang mengamuk kat office ni cakap boss berat sebelah. Tapi dia tak sedar that how hard those people work to earn it. Staying back doesn't mean you will be rewarded. Kerja tak efficient, banyak salah pun tak guna jugak. Me and few others teruk jugak kena back stabbing from our colleagues. Habis satu office dia fitnahkan kitorang. But at last HR keluar memo and boss got to know about it. Now that staff kena warning letter, lagi sekali buat perangai memang kena buang kerja. Of course I la yang jadi jaksa pendamai appeal kat boss although what she did really hurt me. Kalau buang terus, dia nak kerja apa? Anak kat rumah tu nak makan apa, dah la anak dia sakit. Susah carik kerja now. Kitorang hari2 ada orang enquiry cari kerja. My other 2 colleagues punya la mengamuk, but I explain them my rasioanal. But final warning it is. I can forgive but I will not forget, next time buat, siap la.

Cat issues : Hmm... ni paling kelakar kut. Tu la, dulu bunuh kucing, now the cat keep on hunting me. Hehehehe. Ada mak kucing sarat beranak masuk ikut tingkap dapur and beranak dalam the 3rd bedroom. Tingkap tu all this while mmg kopak. Tak pernah fix sebab dah 3 tahun tinggal takde apa2. And I doubt that a cat boleh panjat naik balcony belakang tingkat 2 tu. But it did. That saturday night during matta fair, I balik rumah decided to kemas peti ais. Buang segala ntah apa food. Letak dalam plastic back, ikat elok2 and planning nak buang next morning bila nak kuar rumah. Next morning nampak plastik sampah tu dah terburai. Cuak kejap, ingat tikus. Pastu dengar macam bunyi anak kucing. Tapi I terus keluar sbb dah lambat. Then next rabu morning, after 3 days kucing kat dalam rumah, nampak mak kucing masuk ikut tingkap pegi bilik belakang. First thing I did, lari masuk my room, lock the door and freaked-out! Hehehe. Dah come back to my senses, called my cousins, but takde yang available. Then telefon Ray, dia la tukang rescue. He took the cat, letak dalam kotak, and letak atas washing machine near the tingkap. Then one of my chopping board kena korbankan, nak selit and block tingkap yang nganga tu. The mother came back ambik anak-anak dia. 5 kittens. Malam tu balik dok dengar lagi anak kucing mengiau. Bangun pagi sahur pun dengar lagi. After 2 days, on Friday, around 730am, dah cerah, dengan rasa masih takut lagi nak bukak pintu (takut kena jerkah dengan mak kucing), I noted ada sekor mak dia tinggal kan. Actually I dah plan to ask adik or paroe to come later that nite to get rid of the kitten, but I tak boleh tahan dgr kitten tu dok mengiau. Dah la cacat sket. I tried bagi susu, guna sudu, tapi kitten tu buat blur ja. Tanya kengkawan, diorang suruh pergi hantar kat animal shelter. Left home, pergi Ampang Jaya carik the place. Dekat aja with my house. Told them the situation, they said they can accept but will kill the kitten kalau kecik sangat. Kitten tak leh survive without the mom. So I went back home, took the box, close & locked it (nasib baik kotak besar, kalau kecik, sure anak kucing tu lemas). Tapi tu ja cara I can drive back to the animal shelter place! Bagi kucing tu, they said they might put the cat to sleep (ie : kill the cat). Sebak pulak hati, but i tak leh bela kucing.... takut!. I donated some money, as they tak ambik duit. Now, dah takde bunyi kucing malam2 or pagi2 bila bangun sahur. Bilik pun dah kemas.

Pindah rumah : Will move out after raya. Dalam bulan nov or dec depending Iza nak pindah bila. This is the house of my ex-neighbour. They are in Ireland, so my friend Iza rented it. Now dia pun dah dapat rumah baru, so my ex-neighbour, Rini, telefon dari Ireland tanya nak masuk rumah dia tak. Since she is only coming back lagi 3 tahun, so I said okay la. Hopefully by next year I dah boleh carik my own house too. Well, that is the planning la. See first next year macam mana. Unless mama& babah decided nak balik KL for good cepat sikit, then lagi cepat la saya beli rumah. Nanti banyak sangat rumah ada. SP lagi. Takut loan tak lepas ja. Hehehehe. So this raya tak raya la, rumah dah start pack apa patut. Nanti dah settle down rumah baru then only buat makan2 la.

Puasa : So far okay, terasa gak lapar. Tapi boleh survive lagi. Pagi tadi tak sahur, tido nyenyak sangat. Hari tu ada komplen tak lena tido, now I dah faham my sleep patern. Tak boleh tido punya season tu akan jadi every month, so time tu sure I cranky la. First day puasa I buka with Kaklin, Hariz and Nurin. Jumaat buka with driver, Sabtu and Ahad with adik&emma, semalam kat rumah opah. Hari ni buka kat rumah on my own ja. Buat nasi goreng ja kut, tadi tengok ada sayur dalam peti ais, nak kasi perabih. So far sahur pun makan roti aja with ayam goreng (menu wajib). Only on hari ahad ja I masak pie, makan sahur and buka. Plan nak masak spegathi sebab adik dok paster that Saturday night, tapi lupa satu ingredient penting, so pie ja la.

Others : Hmm... terry dah selamat kat Doha. We saw her on Friday night before she left. I lepas2 penat Matta Fair tu pegi fecth kengkawan yang komplen aku banyak kerja and drove them to PJ. Met keirul, as and Aina and keirul's best friend too. :P

Baju raya next week siap. This year ada 4 rupanya. I thought 2 aja, tapi my tailor sempat siapkan. Mama dah start buat kuih for selling. Tak tau la proceeds this year dia nak buat pulak this year. First year dia beli kerusi, last year dia beli almari, this year beli apa pulak?

Nurin my darling niece is semakin naughty sekarang. And kelakar too. Hari 1st day buka puasa tu, while waiting waktu berbuka, I buat drawing class with her using water colours. She made 4 interesting drawings. I had fun. Hariz pulak still chembeng macam dulu. Tapi so far dia puasa ni okay la.

I lost 2 kg past one month. Now nak maintain it, and try to reduce another 1kg before puasa and maintain it until november. Kena buat step by step. Bulan puasa macam leh kurus, time ni makan paling banyak. Nanti this weekend nak kira ada inches loss tak. Berat turun tapi ukuran pinggang still sama, tak leh jadi jugak.

I love my new hair. Sempat lagi buat petang semalam before buka. Hehehe. Very ringan now, tak la berat & thick macam usual. Tapi short sket, I did some treatment too.

What else??? oh, I'm rich now!! At least until friday, before hantar balik buku tu kat mama and tak leh ada access sampai bila2. Bagus jugak mak aku buat macam tu, berbaloi simpan duit.

Opah not well. Last night visit dia tengok dia lemah sangat. Dia tak puasa this time. First day until 2pm only before my aunties tak bagi dia puasa. She will be at aunty yot's house for a while.

My car need service next week. Belum 10000 km lagi. Hmm... Asyik drive pegi balik office ja. The rest ada driver kan. Hehehehe. Pagi tadi baru 9399, How la? So kena bawak myvi la this whole week. Ingat nak get hold of the triton while driver is away in KK. Tapi takpe la, dah janji tak guna until cukup tempoh 1 tahun. Driver takde ni tak besh la, takde kawan nak gaduh and bertekak. I know he missed sakat me jugak. Kurang drama! So bulan puasa ni jumpa bila sempat in between buka & sahur or raya shopping. Better get used to the idea that he will be away for quite some time after this. Tapi yang best tu, bila dah takde jumpa selalu, apa mintak senang dapat. Hehehe. Tapi bila dah depan mata bertekak tak ingat dunia. Hehehehe. Hari sabtu ni balik sendiri naik bus ok? I nak enjoy my buka puasa with friends.

Oh, lupa, sesape ada baju nak sedekah kat anak2 yatim, yang elok2 punya, please let me know. I always do every fasting month. Kindly email/call me.

Okay, cek nak balik dah. Balik now kureng jam dari balik 5pm sharp.

Take care everyone, nanti I will blog again in 2 days!

Friday, September 14, 2007

Hari ni sape pulak punya birthday?

It is Khairul Nizam Ghazali's birthday. A very close friend of mine who accepts me the way I am, and can handle my doink attitude. A true good friend who will back me up when I need his support or will really bambu me when I make stupid mistake. And will always be my best friend whether I wear imitation COACH handbag that I bought in Bangkok or a genuine LV handbag.

Hehehe, happy birthday dear!

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Just nak wish kak lin (also known as ibuhariz, the beautiful mother of my 2 adorable darlings (Hariz&Nurin), who is also a devoted wife to ayahnurin (who sometimes forgets how much sacrifice she has done, and jadi pemalas kat rumah kasi semak lepas ibu dah penat mengemas), my dear sister in-law, currently favourite daughter in-law of my mother, but soon kena compete with her daughter's (nurin) favourite : Aunty Emma)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK LIN!!!

Semoga tabah hadapi Ramadhan, and good luck with the 3rd pregnancy. Can't wait for my new niece!

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

VERY-VERY-VERY-VERY-VERY BANYAK KERJA!

Huh, past 2 days banyak nya kerja. Naik juling mata ngadap computer with lots of figures. :( Penat la!!! After 3 days lepak aja, otak cannot adjust with the work load. Too much resting! :)

I was in KL during the long weekend. Tak pergi Jakarta, tak buat apa pun. Visited friends & family aja. It was adik's birthday on Sunday (so as mom, maklong, and paklang's too). Tak buat apa pun. Pergi makan-makan ja on Saturday night. He is in Japan again this week for work. Tadi siang, kakteh hantar muffins and cookies made by mom. She went back to SP for the holidays.

Tak boleh tido past 3 nites. Mata celik until 3am in the morning. Nak kata sakit, tak jugak. Lagi energetic ada la. Nak kata bp naik, anxiety, hmm... tak jugak. BP stable nowadays. And I am calm. Takde nak stress apa pun. Sakit susah, sihat pun susah. Aiyak.

Okay, nanti I think I update lagi la next week, kalau sempat. This weekend sibuk Matta fair la.

Now nak balik, kena jadi kuli kejap, pick-up driver for dinner. Malam ni kasi chance less mengada, treat him as the boss for once. At this point rasa jauhnya nak drive! Takpe, sekali sekala. Semalam dah dera dia, hari ni kena mengalah la pulak. Am being less mengada lately, which I am sure he appreciates it. But only for a while. Once I'm not that busy, after fasting month, siap la. Hehehehe.