Sunday, December 17, 2006

I am sure everyone have been cheated before. I do. Many-many-many-many times!

It feels hurt very bad when it happen. You are cheated by your friends, by your very good friends, your husband, your wives, your fiance, your boyfriend, girlfriend, your children, your colleagues, you boss, your own siblings, your relative, the mamak jual roti canai, your taylor, your very trusted one, well....... cheated from everybody.

I have cheated others before, many times too... hehehehe (eh, to be fair la kan, I'm not going to comment on others while myself is doing the same!!! ) I admit I have hurt some people when I cheat them. Well what goes around, comes around.

But how do you deal with it? Some people will never forgive, some buat bodoh, some forgive & forget! How can that be? Forgive & forget? Hmm.... I do that, many times. Although I kena tipu kaw-kaw punya by the people I trusted most. I guess my forgiving behaviour, my tolerance, my patience have supercede the hate & hurt feelings. My friends, my dad always think that I should hate & not forgive people from time to time. I will ended being the target that people will take advantage on me. I do that always. Not that I don't have determination in my life, not that I don't have pendirian of my own, but if someone do not mengalah, then who will? Yes, life is hard, this world is full of bad people, but I will always be myself.

Don't get me wrong. I do have people I hate so much list! Until now, some of them are still asking for forgiveness for what they had cheated me. Ask my adik, azril. He kena kaw-kaw from me for lying. It took me months to forgive for what he did.

So, if you feel you have been cheated lately, always think of me, try to find some forgiveness in your heart, and forgive them. It is hard, but it is a winning for you if you can get others to feel guilty about it. They will get their pay afterlife later.

And if you have cheated your loved ones lately, take this end of year mood to ask for forgiveness. They will hate you, probably throw you out of their life. But if you are sincere, they will understand..... but they will not forget....

And if I have hurt anyone who reads my blog in any way, if you guys think I have cheated you, let me know.

We have about 2 weeks to another new year. I had a great year, full of laughter, full of sadness, full of forgiveness & hates, full of stress and full of JLH. And I am looking forward for another good year. I will be 32 years old then. Not so old, not so young, and still not late to get my prince charming to marry me. Yes... hehe, same azam, same year. But guess what, I have found him, just waiting the right time to convince him that the right time is already here. It will be a hard task to convince, but I will work my sweet charming aida to him. .... I leave that issue to god now, if it doesn't work, I'll be fine..... cari another prince la, hehehehe (eh, tarik balik, i don't one another anak raja la.... only want this one!!!!.... to those who knew about the anak raja dream, you will be smiling reading this then!)

Take care everyone. If I don't write further, see you next year.

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